I love the way I can talk to you
And say what’s on my mind
I never have to look away
Or keep a thing inside

Tears fill my eyes when you’re not around
Or when you just don’t care
But I know in my heart you will do what’s right
For me, you will always dare

Material things will never matter
As long as I have you
You make every day that passes
So much easier to get through

My worries disappear when you’re around
No thoughts of pain or doubt
I feel your love when you hold me close
And kiss me if I pout

I don’t care what they are talking about
All I care for is you
I’ll jump off a building to show you my love
If that’s what I have to do

I love you for everything that you are
Not what you promise to be
I know you can’t see why or how
You’re the most important thing to me

First of all, am sorry for being away for so long.
I just had a handful of things to do
and i just couldn’t think of what to blog about…
And here i am telling you all about my kitties.

So the white one at the bottom is PO!
Yea not a Persian, i know i know.But we saved her life.
Alright, ill tell you how we got her.
My dad went for a coffee with some friends,
then he heard a tiny voice and looked down.
And it was a teeny weeny little kitty about 1 month old(He doesn’t like cats)
So he took it and put it near a palm tree there,with a lid full of milk.
And again just after dad sat,he heard the little voice again.
and it was of cause the little kitty.
He thought me, mom and little bro would be happy
to have a cat.So he took it on one hand (can’t put in the basket of the cycle
right? it might jump out, that is why)
and when he was on his way home, he
felt something dripping down his hand..
Nope it wasn’t pee, it was milk..
Dad stopped and checked
It was a shock…the little fellow had a huge hole in her throat..
all that she drank was coming out. Even when she breathes
you could feel the air coming out from there.
Sad right? so we started treating her.
We noticed it was an injury of another cats bite.
Anyways the treating worked.
And the hole was blocked. But her voice hardly came out.
She started eating and soon gained her strength back.
And was a happy happy kitty.
Oh yeah.. we named her PO because on her right, front
leg the black patch looked like a paw print.
PO doesn’t really have a favorite  toy.
She isn’t that friendly, i don’t know why. But she
does play a lot when she feels like it.
And she is extremely lazy!

Then after about 6 months later.
My little bro brought home a little kitten.
And it was MAMBO. The kitten in the top of the picture.
Little bro saw him on the side of the road,
I told him to put him back but he didn’t.
But after 2 days we found his mom and tried giving him back.
But his mom rejected him and went.
Mambo was much smaller than Po.
His eyes weren’t even fully open. He must have been like almost 2 weeks
Well anyways. we started feeding him with a syringe..and soon
he started eating on his own.
And we named him Mambo because on his forehead
The pattern was like a M.
And you could see in the picture the pink fuzzy ball
is his favorite ball.I tried giving a similar but red and even a white one
but he only wanted the pink one! LOL!
Mambo is very friendly. He thinks im his mom and
would come looking for me.
And when i come after being out of the house fora long time.
He would come running and jump at me.
He trusts me that much that i will surely catch him.
He even fetches.When i am changing in my room,
he would bring my band or cloths.LOL!
And when im watching tv he would come
all the way to my face, gimme a kiss ( he touches his nose
on my nose) and calls me and lies down near me.
puts one paw on my lap and falls asleep.
Cute right?

Now you must be thinking did they get along together?
Nope! not at first.. PO hated him and spent all her time upstairs
only came down to eat and go to the potty.
it went on like that for a week.
and one day i just saw them running behind each other.
and  TADAAA!!! signs of friendship bloomed.
PO was like a mom,cleaned mambo..Helped him
when eating and always slept near him or with him.
When ever she wakes up and cant find mambo next to her.
She would quickly get up and start calling and finding him.
And once she find him only she would relax and go have a drink.

And they just love running around the house,playing and
waking everyone up!
LOL..
And yea…i’m surely going to miss them when i go abroad to study =(
Alright that is it.
Maybe next time i’ll tell you all about 1 of the other
4 pets that we still have.
so CYA soon!

Alright so i wasn’t here for a long time…
yea i know.. and i missed my bloggy and you blogsters!
This might be kinda long and stuff..
but if you dare to read with out yawning..
go ahead =D ….

Alright…So how was my new year ?
It was FISHY!!!…
you know why i said fishy?..lol
that would be because my family,
uncle’s family ,my mother’s side..grand parents and
my lovely boyfriend included..went fishing!
(actually my boyfriend surprised me by coming..
at first he had plans to go DJ at a resort..and he had
postponed it for 2nd..just to be with me on new year..
which is also our anniversary)
we went on 31st…right after Friday prayer..
Yep..it was rainy and windy too..
wasn’t much fun…
then my bf had a migraine attack..
So i was with him…until he fell asleep..
(o.k. the boat was big alright..
it was this oil boat which belonged to uncle..
about 2 stories i guess…it had 3 decks…with rooms,
a tiny kitchen and a tiny toilet…lol)
So when he fell asleep..i went down…
and was there trying to catch a fishy..
But no luck… all i ended up doing was feeding the fishies…
get what i mean?
So i got bored bored bored…and went near my bf
and was lying down next to him listening to music..
then i fell asleep without knowing…
i woke up went someone came and called me..
saying dinner is ready..
i quickly checked the time.. and it was
12.01am!!!
i quickly got up…woke up my bf and wished him..
gave a little kiss on the cheek and headed down to get
some dinner…wished everyone a happy new year..
after dinner did some replying to some new year
messages and tried fishing again….
but i ended up having a chest pain…
don’t know why..so went to sleep…
so around 2am everyone slept….
and me and my mom and my bf got up around 6am..
and headed down…my grandparents were there..
so freshened up and was accompanying them..
We had breakfast on our own…and well..we were just
roaming around talking talking…
cracking jokes…
he sang a sweet song to me…
then we ended up going to guraidhoo…
to get some food supplies that we had run out of…
around 30 people was on board you know..
so of cause we would run out of stuff easily….
Then we went to a sand bank…
All the youngsters went swimming…
i went with Azu (grand parent’s relative girl)
and we built a sand castle…
while all the others played football…
Then around 2pm we went on board again…
freshened up..
and ate the BBQ fish that uncle and dad made..
around 3 or 4 pm i guess..
uncle brought his launch and we came back to male’
We went our ways…Freshened up and slept slept slept..
i woke up later that night,had dinner…spent time with my bf..
wished him again at 11.59…and when he left i went back
to my room and slept…
he had been telling me about a little plan he has been having
for our anniversary..but since i didn’t find out what it was i was
curious…but as nothing happened on that day
i thought its alright..at least i spend the whole day with
him right?….that was just enough..i was happy

Moreover…yesterday..i was all hyper..
Don’t know why…i felt hungry all the time..
was acting mad…making funny noises…
disturbing mom and little bro..
blah blah blah blah blah…
I was literally out of touch with my bf that day..
And he called me and asked me to get ready for 7 pm..
i was like what?…and question question question was all that was
on my mind.. but he didn’t let me ask any..
then he again messaged me saying no no, at 10 pm…
And mom said i had to go do a simple makeup of a bride at 7…
Well i didn’t think much and got ready..
dad took me to Nalahiyaa!!….
I was like “huh?…does people have weddings here”
Then my bf came in front of me..
i was like  O_O
what the!…whats going on!…
I was shocked…
Then he lead me to the top of the
place and there it was!!!
THE PERFECT LITTLE TABLE!!
saying reserved!!!
I was like OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!
he sat me down…and gave me a rose and
AAAHHHHH!!! it was romantic!!…
i was tooooo hyper to cry!!. i couldn’t cry!..
no tears of joy!…
LOL!!

Then we had dinner..
Talked talked talked…
He sang to me…
Said some promising words…
Which touched my heart…
All thanks to my mom and dad too..
For allowing me and trusting me to have a real date
with him alone…
They never before sent me alone with him…
So i was extremely happy happy…
it was the 1st date i ever had..
it was like a dream come true…
Then while waiting for the bill to arrive..
my bf got a call..he would not stop grinning…
and was saying thank you thank you…
Then we went down and when i was gong to call my dad
my bf said come this side and call dad..
He went all the way to his bike and said
Lets go for a ride!!
I was like WHAAAAAAATTT!!!!!!!!!
but mom and dad?
and he was like ” hahaha!… they said alright”
I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy
i wanted to shout at the top of my voice!!
YEAY!!
i never went to ride with him…
it was my 1st time..
never in the past year have this ever happened!..
and hoping this year is full of surprises like wise..

IT WAS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE!!

I totally loved the wordings of this song…
Hope you guys like it too…
^_^

My Name – lyrics

i was in the darkness waiting to be found
my heart was locked away and beaten to the ground
tried to find my way but there was no way out
but when you’re close to me, whenever you’re around
you take the pain away, you make it worth the wait
and i pray that i will have you in my life always
and when my hope is gone you make me keep the faith

i guess what i’m tryna say
baby you got me falling uncontrollably in love, never felt this way
got my heart, my soul but baby that just isn’t enough
hey i wanna give you my name, my name, my name (hey)
i wanna give you my name, my name, my name
i wanna give you my..

my everything and all that i possess
cos you deserve to be offered nothing less
you know i’m there for you like you’ve been there for me
but whenever i’m without you girl i find it hard to breathe
you take the pain away, you make it worth the wait
i was broken but you came along and mended me
now that my hope’s restored and i can keep the faith

all i gotta say is
baby you got me falling uncontrollably in love, never felt this way
got my heart, my soul but baby that just isn’t enough
hey i wanna give you my name, my name, my name (hey)
i wanna give you my name, my name, my name
i wanna give you my..

you take the pain away, you make it worth the wait (wait, wait..)
you take the pain away, you make it worth the wait (wait, wait..)

baby you got me falling uncontrollably in love, never felt this way
got my heart, my soul but baby that just isn’t enough
hey i wanna give you my name, my name, my name (hey)
i wanna give you my name, my name, my name
i wanna give you my..

well lemme know what you gotta say about this as well..
since i got nothing much on my mind
^_^
ciao for now!…

Dreaming is something that everyone does..
Whether day dreaming or night dreaming.
Well…i just love dreaming these days…
Unselfconsciously i end up closing my eyes and
rolling on my bed even after waking up
Trying to dream again and again..
Did you know that dreaming is actually good for you?
Well some people likes dreaming about their future.
(Yes, yes so do i!)
well its just something quite natural..
It also makes you work, to make the dream come true..
Got what i mean?
Well…what i mean is.. you might dream of becoming
one of the best photographers,
graphic designers, business career person etc…
When you have these dreams, you try to full fill them..
Try making them come true..
And when they do come true..its like DE JAVU!
Some people say its bad for you.. because you end up having
too high hopes and when they crashes down..
You feel like your whole world crashes down..
i will not say it isn’t true..
But most of the time day dreaming really brightens
up your day….
Well..lets come to the point..
lately i have literally been dreaming non stop
About what you wonder?
Well… how my life would be when i go abroad..
How much i would miss my sweetheart..
How much i would miss my friends…
How much i would miss my family..
What would happen when i finish my studies..
How i would look in a wedding dress
(this is in my head because my mom is a tailor…
and since i see many weddings dresses)
All these questions are in my head..
Hence, i end up dreaming about all these..
Sounds funny huh?
But its fun!… =D
One more reason why i just love dreaming is..
A lot of them do come true for me..

Well comment and let me know about your dreams
and the De Javus that you have come across…
See you soon again with yet another stoooopid post

^_^

Ciao
(P.S. sorry that i am being away from you blogsters
and of cause my bloggy…i have just been too addicted
to PS games lately..oh and movies… LOL!…)

Day before yesturday (16th Nov 2010)
around 10.30pm i went over to my boyfriend’s place..
He cooked dinner (noodles) for me and we ate
on the balcony while watching the moon and stars…
After that we were watching TV…
It started raining.. and the Airtel signal went kapoooosh!!!
It was 1 am… so went to sleep….
Next day…i woke up around 7 and kicked him off the bed!!
LOL!
Not literally… i simply tickled him like nuts…

Now i cant wait to go again…
Someday soon!!!…..
I miss him already…
miss the fun we had..

^_^

I hope we end up together forever!..
He was like my dream guy..
Now he is more than just a dream guy..
He is the guy just for me! =D
I LOVE YOU PWINCY!

Alright…so i have been a busy at the beginning of this month..
You must be wondering what i was doing right?
Below is a picture of what i was working on..

Any guesses?
Its a bouquet for a black and white wedding..
My mom is a tailor, so i started taking the bouquets
if the bride wants it that way..
Its not real flowers…but fabric ones..
i used different sized black and white beads….
sorry that the picture is blur..
My mom was holding it and making it vibrate =P
Because it is bouncy… lol…
Wondering why this is not made with real flowers?
Come on!… now it has an unlimited life…
Until they throw it of cause…
Can be kept for display in thier room..
Unlike real bouquets which is most of the time destroyed
by the end of the wedding ceremony…
Now what do you think about it?… nice right?…
oh and that blue part you see in the picture…dont mind it…
i havn’t actually finished that part before i took the picture..
Soon ill be starting with an Autumn theme bouquet..
Will let you guys see that too…

Do lemme know what you think of this…

Bah-bye for now

AAHHH!!! i missed my blog and blog buddies!!
yea my lap went mad! daddy took it to bankok to fix!
so yea i was roaming around with no laptop…
missing my laptop…
no movies to watch and all that….
*sniff sniff*
but i have been up to sum stuff..
not just any simple stuff…
next post is going to be about it
so stay tuned!!…

Catch you guys ASAP!!
BAHBYE

Well im not so emberassed about saying all this..
Because i bet everyone of you reading this has danced
in the toilet and in your rooms..
LOL!!

Well anyways do comment and lemme know
Are you a good or lousy dancer?