Its been long without and update and again the busy me have been very busy, working with the Pets Far 2010. Now that its over and i have come out of the rest mode and into my working mode again though of updating the blog so here is a few CrAxY words by me again. And also its for someone very special in my life, and hoping that she would make sure that these feelings i express in words will be true and right.

Its time to leave my past behind.

The cruelness the betrayal and the pain aside.

Embracing love care and hope,

Without been in the dark my heart been torn.

Finding light within darkness,

Feeling my soul fill with happiness.

Its the right path says my heart,

And i see it as beautiful as a piece of art.

Well bloggers now its time for you to judge my post do leave some comments. see ya all soon. Happy Blogging !!!!

aaah me back again.. muwaahahah i am back BACK BACK … muwahhaaah.. HAHAHAHAHA… MWWUAHAHAHAA I AM BACKKKKKKKK… muwahhahaha,  okies enuf of the scary stuff.. ( DID I scare you ?  i bet i did… i did not ???  urmmm then i surely made you think ” who is this CrAxY guy”… muwahaha yes you are right its the CrAxY guy CrAxY !! ) well enuf of that..

Guess what i am back with the some stupid words i wrote down… guess its time for the Note Book. just read along and let me know what you think about it with a comment.. here goes the CrAxY words..

When time felt like it’s endless
And days went by loosing count
Watching the sun come up and go down
The clouds moving along with the wind
The moon changing its shape
The waves caressing the shore
And the sand getting washed away
It’s all the same it all repeats

And here I sit watching all go past me
And seen them all over again
Feeling the same, been the same
And yet wondering if it is the same
Is it the same that falls upon on me?

Am I to think that happiness is endless?
When in the end I loose count of tears
Moving along with all which meant to me
Turning to see it all changing from what it used to be
Caring hands caressing through my hair
And then the dreams getting washed away
It’s all the same it all repeats.

Aahhh i wonder wat you think about it… the first one to see is asked me wether it reflects on my life.. well i dont know about it.. does it.. well for now i will say koochi kooo bye bye… HEY .. DO LEAVE A DAMN COMMENT !! ehehehe hope that did not sound like a threat or warning.. see you all soon… tc ..

Its almost another year over when i am writing this.. but whats new, whats happy in the coming new year i still cant figure out.. is it just the change in year which i should be happy about… sometime i feel like new years  eve is just not for me.. its been like few years since i have been spending my time all alone in my room. Thinking about nothing else but why i have to be alone when  most others are enjoying out there….and so is the reason i sat in a corner of my room and wrote this craxy stupid words on how i feel….

” I wonder how i wonder why

but never knew why i cry

been stuck in a corner

without luck been a loner

dragging my self into this new year

without anyone around me to share

closest to my heart been far apart

missing them breaking my heart apart “

That might sound stupid but thats how i really feel.. but that would not keep me from wishing all my friends and family out there a very HAPPY NEW YEAR.

May the year 2009 bring out he best in life for you all, May peace and harmony surround us and unite us as one, may god bless us in every new journey we start with this new year.

-= WISHING YOU ALL A VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR =-

~` WELCOME TO THE YEAR 2009 `~

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Loneliness surrounds me

Darkness all around me, no light in sight

Hope and dreams way too far

Love and care lost for long

Stupid words by CrAxY

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